Well I thought it would be good to have a post with all my fics archived ^-^ So..here it is!!! :D

These are ALL Yunjae, unless stated otherwise! The ones that are most ' on top ' are the newest ones.

Okay don't mind this post...you can reply/comment on it if you want XD...It's just that I want to keep a list with which drama's and movies (asian!) I saw, because I'm bad at titles XD. Plus there's a site called My anime list, but no My asia list XD..stupid..

So yeah.. XD


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Ah yes, the whole fandom movement and dissapearance made me really consider all sorts of things.

And one of them is that I'm moving over lj's! I won't be posting ANYTHING here, unless I suddenly come back into the dbsk fandom ...which is highly unlikely me thinks!

so here is my new lj if you want to add me, and please don't just random add me... I want to start off with a clean sheet, so unless I have previously actualy 'talked' to you, don't 'just' add me for 'fun'.

http://fredemar.livejournal.com

Why it's time for a new fandom of course!

Title: Summer days
Pairing: Bee x Sam
Rating: Begins off a bit PG13, ends up R, and a bit of misschief NC17 in the end
Disclaimer: I own a copy of the first Live action movie, including scratches of having it watched too much. That's it
Summary: just a typical hot day for Sam Witwicky, who clearly isn't enjoying the heat as much as Bumblebee does.

A/N: I'm a virgin in the BeexSam-fandom! Isn't it fun! :D Be gentle <3


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CUZ WE ARE GOING TO KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS!

Just stumbled onto this very emotional youtube video about people telling that they're out and proud to be gay/lesbian <3. I love it when people can be who they are and there's nothing more beautiful to me then people who tell that to the world!

It seemed it was the losing week of the year. I said goodbye to a couple of dear friends, who were leaving for Japan for three months. It was all fun and a bit nervous (for them) but once we really had to say goodbye tears flooded as if we were trying to make our own tsunami. All went well, everyone boarded the plane, we even got filmed for a dutch program (oh god no, my face was all teary and red XD) when I said goodbye to the last friend boarding.

I guess I'm not really losing them, it's just, that feeling you know? It's strange, but I couldn't cry anymore last night, I guess I was realizing it was okay XD.

And just before I left I thought I lost my train ticket, which was funny because I thought 'omg I'm losing everything today'. But I got it back after looking all over my room with a roommate XD!

And then I lost one of my pricest posessions; my laptop. It died on April 5, 7:25PM. I'll miss it..... XD Just kidding. It did kinda die on me though O_O; My motherboard got fried. I remember the clerk saying  "I'm sorry but, you're motherboard has passed away" as if I was in a hospital LOL. I wanna marry that dude 8D. He can fix my 'laptop' anytime too >D. AHEM back on topic. So it's gonna cost me 400-500 euro T_T and since it would be gone for over 2 weeks, and I really need a laptop, I asked for a laptop to loan. But they didn't have a replacement laptop...So I called up my dad  "fuck dad, what to do?! " "don't they have another laptop for a small price?"

So there you have it. My 17" laptop is being send over to HP, while I now am typing on my other laptop (dude that's weird to type). I'm such a fuckin' slut xD

1: people who think they know everything?

2: people who talk to everyone, including you, blabbing about everything and what not, while everyone is clearly NOT interested?

3: people who look at you with a face that clearly reads 'wtf are you wearing?'

4: people who act as if they're all that, just because of a famous family member?

5: people who don't pay interest to you, but expect that you take all your time to pay interest in them.

6: people who will be all drama drama drama over something, that's clearly not important (the shoes match your dress yes yes..).

7: make up your own?! :D


For venting people! throw it out!!

stolen from lavie! :D

I'm so not into dbsk right now >.<!!! Also, my Yunjae fandom seems to be long gone O_O; I don't want to write any fanfiction anymore.... Where did my dbsk fangirl go? I miss it, but I don't. It's strange, and scary. I'm afraid I won't be able to talk/etc with any of you guys anymore T_T.


Besides that, I haven't posted anything here for a while (since the whole brother-situation). I guess..no I think....I KNOW it's because, most of the time that I post something here, I feel bad, sad, emo, dramatic, fucked up, etcetera. But I haven't felt like that for a while..after what happened. It's strange. Was it THAT that changed me so much? I have the feeling I'm sitting straighter than ever (i tend to walk or sit bend), I'm not as open to everyone; I tend to only show my 'true' self to my friends. But recently I've been showing my happy side to so many people...

I have a feeling that this year will be so brilliant, I'm even crying because I can't remember feeling so fucking BRILLIANT. I've got so many things planned, written out, .. I don't flinch or get down when I see a flaw in my life, whatever it is.

My life is FUCKING FANTASTIC AND I LOVE IT..


ps: second time i'm staying in Leiden, away from my parents, for the weekend !!!!

pps: I WANT MY XMAS CARDS LOL  and I want my xmas cards to get to their destinations already T_T